movie review.

instead of studying the boring microbiology and complicated pathology, i watch a movie. titled "Phone Booth". the actor is not well known.it is a good movie. but the script. banyak mencarut je. the title sounds weird, isn't it? but don't look at the title like 'dont judge a book by its cover'. it is kind of thrilling movie but it is a not-so-really-give-me-goosebumps movie ( what a weird sentence.hihi.)

sape2 yg nak tengok citer ni, please skip the part below. and if you feel that watching 1 and half hour movie is wasting your time and you prefer study more, you may read the review below.

what is this movie about?

there is guy named stu, he is a publicist. at the beginning of this movie, he keeps talking on the phone walking on the busiest street in New York. together with him is his assistant, named Adam. then, when they dismissed, Stu get to a phone booth. while using the phone, someone come to give him pizza, saying that someone ordered that pizza and asked him to deliver it the person who occupied the phone booth at that exact time. he shoo him away, saying f word. what a rude he is.then he called a girl named Pam, talking about something but i do really think he is flirting with her, then suddenly something popped in my mind, dont he has a cellphone, why use the phone booth instead of his 'trendy' cellphone.( i said it trendy in bracket because it is 2002 movie, dont expect you can see him using iphone) after he hung up with the girl, suddenly the phone rings. when a phone rings, it need to be picked up, right? so, unlucky for him, he picked it up. then a hoarse-scary voice come out from it. he thought it was a prank call, but when the caller call his name, he hesitate to come out from the booth. then the real story began. the caller said that he knows everything about him, about Pam, and about his wife Kelly ( wth, he's cheating!). the caller warned him not to hung up on him if not he will kill him. then some really disturbing-annoying-yerk b****es come and disturbed him and ask him to get out. but he in a deadly situation, do you think he will come out. hell no. then the girls, called their guy friend who is very bad tempered which led them into argument. the guy start to crash the booth, and as Stu cant handle it, the caller shot the guy dead. wooo.so scary, on an extremely street someone being shot. Stu got very shocked. the girls before start shouting at him calling him a murderer and called the police. Stu cant get out, he stuck inside the booth with freaking look on his face. he got a not-really-true shot at his ears. bleeding of course! but not to the extent he will suffer from hypovolumic shock.i dont remember why the caller did that. then the police start to arrive, reporters also. the chief officer try to negotiate with although they dont know he is not the shooter. Stu cant reveal what is happening. so, he keeps trying to please the caller. then come his wife. the caller wants him to tell the truth all about his lies. he have to. at the end he tell her everything, in front of the crowd the reporters the police officers.he doing everything he can to obey all the caller's order. but still the caller didn't satisfied with him. opss, i forget to mention that the chief police officer finally realize that Stu is in danger. then fortunately, he got the caller position. Stu tell the caller that the police know where is he now. but realizing that, the caller threat him, if he is going down then somebody should accompanied him, stu got panicked, he afraid that the caller will kill his beloved wife, he picks up the gun on the ceiling of the booth ( i skipped the gun part.hihi) and rushed outside and shouting " its me the one you want! now, kill me! kill me!"...then a gunshot is heard. Stu fell down. everyone seems so surprised. but luckily, he only being shot by rubber bullet. if not, he will be the dead man already leaving a widow who just knew that her husband is cheating on her. haha. the police get to caller's place and found a dead body, suicide. cutting his carotid artery. and that man was the delivery pizza guy before. the story doesnt end here. when stu is receiving treatment from the paramedic, after being injected by anesthesia, an old-odd looking guy get near him and talk to him. "Stu, you hung up on me, make me no chance to say good bye." as the anesthesia is working diligently, he fell into anesthethic state. the real shooter walk away and gave a glance toward the phone booth. wow! the killer is still out there. so guys, when you pass in front of public phone, never picked it up when it rings..haha..just kidding!

* please ignore the grammar error. im not very good in english but im very good in klantanese. hihi.

kahwin waktu belajar, apa pendapat saya?

assalamualaikum.

fenomena sekarang. ramai yang kahwin time belajar, especially sesiapa yang belajar luar negara. senior2 kat alex ni pon dah ramai yang kawin, even yang satu batch ngan saya pon dah ada yang kahwin. lately ade dengar khabar angin ade yang dirisik. siapa? wallahuallam.

so, apa pendapat korang tentang isu kahwin time belajar ni?

pada pendapat sayalah, saya xbegitu setuju dengan mende ni. tapi xlah 100 bangkang. kalau dah jodoh nak wat cam ne, lagipon mende ni perkara baik. saya tumpang gembira je bagi yang dah sampai seru.

kahwin masa belajar ni banyak pros and cons. of course la kalau kite tanye yang dah kahwin tu, yang diberi mesti banyak yang cons nye tentang isu ni. tapi dimata sayalah, banyak jugak pros tu.

andailah, sepasang suami isteri ni belajar satu universiti, mestilah diorang nak duduk sekali kan? xkan nak duduk asing2, apa gune kahwin kan? rumah sewa sekarang dah makin mahal. nak cari rumah untuk duduk dua orang, agak susah la jumpe. xpasal2 pening kepala. hihi.

pastu, dua2 kan tengah belajar, nak fokus ngan studi lagi nak kene layan suami/isteri lagi. lagi memeningkan kepala kalau dua2 belajar medik yang teramatlah perlu 100% tumpuan ni.

bagi yang xmerancang, tibe2 isteri mengandung. mengandung 9 bulan. isteri nak pergi kelas bawak perut, si suami xrase la sangat kan. bila dah penat, xleh fokus nak belajar. si suami pulak, kalau ade studi group, xleh lame2 sebab bimbang kat isteri. ade yang amik jalan mudah, tangguh studi. so, maknanya daripada 6 tahun jadi 7 tahun. orang lain dah jadi doktor, die still kat university. bila dah dapat anak, kene jaga lagi. makan pakai kene tanggung. yang xsanggup berpisah ngan anak terpaksa tanggung susah payah la, yang anak kat malaysia, terpaksalah tanggung rindu.

selalunya yang nak kawin ni dah amik kira tentang mende2 ni.so, mereka boleh dikatakan dah bersedia sepenuhnya.

so, bagi sape2 yang hasrat nak wat masjid ni, fikir masak2 ye.

salam.

:(

hari ni penat sangat.
walaupun bende2 yang saya buat bukannlah penting pon tapi banyak jugak tenaga kene sedut. huhu.
sebab penat sangat lepas maghrib saya terbongkang tidur.
nak tido pon satu hal.
saya ni bukanlah jenis yang kalau letak kepala atas bantal terus tido.
pusing sana pusing sini, mata dah xlarat nak bukak, tapi still xboleh tido jugak.
yang arab2 kat luar pulak bising sebab ada majlis something dekat2 imarah kitorang.
naseb baek saya penat, kalau x memang saya dah mengamuk.
susah nak jadi orang yang sabar, dan saya bukanlah penyabar orangnya.
bangun sembahyang isyak, bukak laptop then terbaca something.
rasa terkilan walaupun xde kaitan lansung pon dengan saya.
mood saya x ok, walaupun nampak ok. tunggu meletop je. sabar la hati.

wink vs putih

pada suatu hari, hari yang indah sekali, Wink keluar dari kereta setelah bertarung nyawa selama beberapa jam perjalanan menuju ke destinasi yang die sendiri tidak tahu.
saat kakinya memijak ke bumi itu, perasaan yang pelik menyelebungi dirinya.
sungguh berbeza daripada tempat tinggal die sebelum ni.
die perasan banyak mata-mata memandangnya. perasaan ingin tahu die lagi kuat daripada perasaan ingin tahu kenapa semua ornag melihat die dengan pelik.
die mula meneroka tempat barunya itu. mengeluh sedikit. die mahu pulang.
dari jauh die ternampak putih(berdasarkan apa yang die dengar, namanya putih) memandangnya dengan tajam.
die cuba untuk mendekatinya. namun makin die mendekatinya, putih melarikan diri.
die terpinga-pinga. at least die mahu membuat kawan di sini.

wink: tunggu! tunggu! tunggu!
putih: ko sapa hah? ( sambil memandang wink dengan tajam dan takut2)
wink: aku baru di sini, aku nak kawan ngan ko. ( makin mendekati putih )
putih: stop! stop! kat situ, jangan sesekali ko dekat ngan ak.
wink: kenapa? aku nak kawan ngan ko ni. xboleh ke.
putih: kenapa ko nak kawan ngan aku? lagi satu ko ni spesies ap hah. pegi main jauh jauh. aku xnak kawan ngan ko.
wink: aku spesies ngan ko jugak, bukan salah aku dilahirkan begini.
putih: aku xnak kwan gak ngan ko. ko nampak menakutkan. dengan badan yang hitam. dah la besar. mata warna kuning. yeww.

putih berlalu pergi. wink terpinga-pinga lagi kesedihan.

perbualan antara kucing terhebat! haha. kesian kat wink, sampai putih dibuang pon masih belom menjadi kawan. agaknya, wink ni nampak macam raksasa kowt bagi putih. hihi. wink dengan muka innocentnya tetap cuba mendekati putih. haha. da naseb badan, xde kucing nak kawan ngan ko wink....alih2, ko layan aku cakap sorang2..kah3.

ini WINK.

dan ini putih, cme versi kaler putih.

hahaha...
saya mengarut...
memang xde keje......hihi

cabaran...cabaran....cabaran...

assalamualaikum. peace be upon you.

memandangkan hari ni hari isnin. so, disunatkan keatas kita umat islam untuk berpuasa.
banyak cabarannya. especially waktu summer kat mesir ni.

im fasting today.

wake up for subuh at 3.30 am.

with very hot day.


feeling very dehydrated. *water,water,water!*

at the end of the day......

magrib is still far away. 7.00pm. a very long day.

~ puasa mengajar kita tentang sabar!~

~a truly splendiferous night~

psycology.

assalamualaikum. All praise and glory is only for ALLAH swt. i hope you guys in a great health. :)

today, i love to share something with you guys. something my fellow friend learned during our psychology lecture this morning.

the lecture of psychology today is about the defense mechanism. defend from what? it is how we defend or how we handle from frustration or any problem. it is unconscious consist of 4 level. the first 3 level is pathological and the last one is the healthy one.

ok, lets see, which level are we...

level one = psychotic level. this level, we can say that the person, her coping is very weak. what are characters?
1. denial 2. distortion 3. delusional projection.
the example of
denial : a mother denied that is her only son has died.
delusional projection: these is very severe. severe prejudice, severe jealousy, hypervigilance to external danger and extremely suspicious with everyone around him/her which lead to rejection of intimacy.

level two = immature. this we can see normal in children and of course abnormal in adult.
1. Fantasy 2. hypochondrics 3. passive aggression 4. acting out 5. projection
example:
fantasy: a person, a medical student has some problem in his study. so, he start fantasy about his life being a doctor with happy family. simply, it is like daydreaming but more severe.
passive aggression: lets me give u a situation. A and B is best friend. then one day, B betray A. A know about it. another day, they should met at certain place at 3 o'clock. A does not appear. B waited A for three hours under the sun. when B call A, A said that she doesnt remember although she knew.

level three = neurotic . it is only short duration solution.
1. repression 2. reaction formation 3. displacement 4.regression
example
repression: a guy hit a person and cause the death of that person during driving his car. he felt very guilty. he express his guilty by unconsciously he always losses his car keys.
reaction formation: a student study to be a pilot to cover-up being afraid to fly.
displacement: a girl really angry to her teacher. instead of scold to the teacher, she having a fight with someone that close with the teacher.
regression: a wife after quarreling with her husband, she went back to her parents home complaining.

level four = mature . this level is relatively healthy.
1. sublimation 2. altruism 3. suppression 4. anticipitation 5. humour
example:
sublimation: a boy anger at his parents who love his brother more. he try to become best at sport so that his parents will give more attention at him.
altruism: constructive service to others that bring pleasure and personal satisfaction.
suppression:You are vaguely aware of the thought or feeling, but try to hide it."I'm going to try to be nice to him."
anticipitation: a student sacrifice his time by studying harder, because he want a good result.
humour: i give you example in Egypt. although the people is facing with bankruptcy, to forget about this, they still make fun of hosni mobarak and his son.

sorry, i left some points. i just forget the example.


so, how you handle your stress?


the best way to handle your stress/anger/frustration?

sebagai orang islam, the best way is dekatkan diri dengan ALLAH.

wassalam.

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balik2 dr kelas, tibe je wallpaper desktop bertukar.

silah...silah...

56-60

my presentation day with my groupmates.
thumbs up guys!

as i recited the Quran,
my tears kept falling down.
i tried to stop.
but the harder i tried the tears just kept coming.
my reading became slower and slower.
but still i need to finish it.

i tried not to remember.
still it kept coming.
the memories.
unforgettable memories.
hurtful memories.
her memories.

i tried to be stronger.
like i used to be that time.
stronger like him.
tougher like him.

but my eyes were very hurt.
i couldnt resist it
and the tears kept falling and falling down.
until the last sentence.

Dont Judge a Book by Its Cover.

everyone in this world is different.

some look very good person, but who knows he is a bad person.

he may be a bad guy
but actually he is a kind hearted person.


he looks happy but actually he is completely in despair.


he look strong outside, inside he is very fragile.

Some people are just doomed to be failures. That's the way some adults look at troubled kids. Maybe you've heard the saying, "A bird with a broken wing will never fly as high."

BUT ACTUALLY

bird with a broken wing only needs mending. But once it has healed, it can fly higher than the rest

kenapa perempuan mudah menangis?

Suatu hari, seorang anak bertanya kepada ibunya, "Ibu, mengapa ibu menangis?"
Ibunya menjawab, "Sebab ibu adalah perempuan, nak."

"Saya tidak mengerti ibu," kata si anak.

Ibunya hanya tersenyum dan memeluknya erat. "Nak, kau memang tak akan mengerti…"

Kemudian si anak bertanya kepada ayahnya. "Ayah, mengapa ibu menangis?"
"Ibumu menangis tanpa sebab yang jelas," sang ayah menjawab.

"Semua perempuan memang sering menangis tanpa alasan."

Si anak membesar menjadi remaja, dan dia tetap terus bertanya-tanya, mengapa perempuan menangis? Hingga pada suatu malam, dia bermimpi dan bertanya kepada Tuhan, "Ya Allah, mengapa perempuan mudah menangis?" Dalam mimpinya dia merasa seolah-olah mendengar
jawapannya:

"Saat Ku ciptakan wanita, Aku membuatnya menjadi sangat utama.

Kuciptakan bahunya, agar mampu menahan seluruh beban dunia dan isinya, walaupun juga bahu itu harus cukup nyaman dan lembut untuk menahan kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk dapat melahirkan bayi dari rahimnya, walau kerap berulangkali menerima cerca dari si bayi itu apabila dia telah membesar.

"Kuberikan keperkasaan yang akan membuatnya tetap bertahan, pantang menyerah saat semua orang sudah putus asa.

"Ku berikan kesabaran jiwa untuk merawat keluarganya walau dia sendiri letih, walau sakit, walau penat, tanpa berkeluh kesah.

"Kuberikan wanita perasaan peka dan kasih sayang untuk mencintai semua anaknya dalam apa jua keadaan dan situasi. Walau acapkali anak-anaknya itu melukai perasaan dan hatinya. Perasaan ini pula yang akan memberikan kehangatan pada anak- anak yang mengantuk menahan lelap. Sentuhan inilah yang akan memberikan kenyamanan saat didakap dengan lembut olehnya.

"Kuberikan wanita kekuatan untuk membimbing suaminya melalui masa-masa sukar dan menjadi pelindung baginya.
Sebab bukankah tulang rusuk yang melindungi setiap hati dan jantung agar tak terkoyak..?

"Kuberikan kepadanya kebijaksanaan dan kemampuan untuk memberikan pengertian dan menyedarkan bahawa suami yang baik adalah yang tidak pernah melukai isterinya. Walau seringkali pula kebijaksanaan itu akan menguji setiap kesetiaan yang diberikan kepada suami agar tetap berdiri sejajar, saling melengkapi dan saling menyayangi.

"Dan akhirnya, Kuberikan wanita air mata, agar dapat mencurahkan perasaannya. Inilah yang khusus kepada wanita, agar dapat dia gunakan bila-bila masa pun dia inginkan. Ini bukan kelemahan bagi wanita, kerana sebenarnya air mata ini adalah "air mata kehidupan."

" i'm proud to be a woman"

kredit to: "Tentang Cinta"

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i am a kpop die-hard-fan.hihihi.